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Reflections

Reflections intrigue me. Though they often appear to show us a clear image, they are always distorted in some way, even if only horizontally switched. If we have no reference point to the real world then we might think the image is in fact the real world and be fooled by it.

 

Reflections invoke in me a similar feeling of disconnection to when I have been bereaved. Bereavement has caused me to question death and the assumption that death is natural. Even though we all expect to die one day it still doesn’t seem right to me, it isn’t as it should be. I believe there is Absolute Truth, as revealed in the person of Jesus Christ, that makes sense of death. Reflections remind me that I don’t yet fully see the world as God sees it.

 

The No.88 to Clapham Common and the films, Sing the Blues, If Only, Missing Mother andEscape were made in response to the sudden death of my mother when I was 19 and the sorrow I still feel nearly four decades later. They have become visual whispers, inviting the viewer to look carefully at what is going on around them amidst the cacophony of life.

If Only
Missing Mother
Escape

HIDDEN

In these works I have tried to express the grief felt in circumstances that are hard to talk about. There is a form of grief that is described as disenfranchised. It is a term used in psychotherapy for the grief a person feels they cannot express openly. The situation I have been trying to highlight here is the distress some women feel after undergoing a termination. It is a taboo subject, which can be difficult to discuss because of the emotions tied to it. I made the work because I feel women are unable to express their grief openly. 


No Memorial was inspired by a woman who wrote, 

“There is nothing to show for what I have been through.”

The Mulberry Bush is an attempt to convey some of the confusion felt by these women.

The Mulberry Bush, 2017

  On walking into the installation, you sit or stand and hear the sound of soft singing. Several voices, hidden from view, can be heard. The sounds blend so that it is not easy to hear what is be…

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No Memorial, 2017

Screen Print on Polythene 9 sheets 200 x 56cm   “There is nothing to show for what I have been through.” With no memorial stone or plaque of commemoration, these stories remain with t…

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Access Denied

This sound work was made in response to its setting – a stately home in Northamptonshire, whose wealth came from the land. 

Access Denied, 2015

Photo courtesy of Jules Bishop The sound track ‘Pastoral Suite’ was played from under the four-poster bed. This is the John Webb room at Lamport Hall, a stately home in Northamptonshire whose weal…

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Will you join them?

Who wins in the end?

Will you join them? 2016

Drawing 320 x 300 cm The first thing that strikes you as you approach this work is the deep black shapes that are reminiscent of something but maybe you don’t know quite what. The shapes togethe…

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